somebody

i live in a new city! its strange ut so alive. and there are all these people around. living their lives, going through their days with no notice of me. im this giant nobody in this sea of nobodies. its hard because i want to feel them all at the same time, breath them deep inside myself. buts hard when you are on the outside looking in.

i was at this bar tonight and on either side of me were couples. one just meeting and the other deep into their relationship. i kept looking at them and wanting what they had. one bright fresh new, discovering the uniqueness of the other. the second entwined in each other, laughing at private quirks, blurring the line between their two beings.

but im hopeful. i know what i have to offer. im string, and independent and will make someone very happy. 

its all going to change soon! im becoming a somebody!

this is it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IA_ubhYgjAc